I haven’t written in a while, so I apologize if this is terrible. I made it a Toews one-shot, but it doesn’t have much to do with him. Hopefully you guys enjoy this. Let me know.
In 24 hours, I’ll be on the road to see my ex.
I’m sort of freaking out right now… yet I’m so excited.
So, in the four hour long conversation I had with my ex today, he called himself my boyfriend….
I really don’t know how I feel about that. Then again, I am driving four hours to go see him this weekend.
Seriously, thank you so much for giving me some advice. (:
We’ve talked a bit over the past few days, and he seems like he wants to give this another try too. I’m going to see him this weekend just to test the waters and see if maybe we could try again. I guess we’ll see how this weekend goes.
You are the most ridiculous person I know.
AND I’M WRITING YOU A STORY RIGHT NOW, SO SHUDDUP.
I really, really have no idea what I’m going to do… or how I’m supposed to feel.
This isn’t what I was expecting. When I picked up the phone and called my ex yesterday, it was just to make sure that he was doing alright, since he said he was having a hard time. In a little more than twenty-four hours, I think things have managed to just get worse for him…
Basically, when I called him, there was no intention of getting back together… That wasn’t what I was going for at all, but that’s where the conversation went. The problem that he ran into is that his other ex was still in the picture. They’re pretty good friends and she wants him back. He didn’t know if he felt the same for a lot of reasons, and part of them being that he didn’t know if he wanted to get back together with me. And he wants me to come and visit this weekend, which I’m highly considering doing…
Last night, he cut things off with his other ex, telling her that he just wanted to be friends. It really hurt them both though. Like, he was highly upset and I spent nearly and hour on the phone trying to just get him calmed down. He’s just really upset about it all because of how close they are.
Today, he texted me saying that he still felt sick about it all, which is to be expected, but I’m freaking the hell out as well. Like, what the hell am I supposed to do? He pretty much ripped my heart out the first time we tried this.
I want to get back with him, I do, but I’m straight up terrified. And I hate that he feels so terrible about telling the other girl that he can’t be with her. I just don’t know what on earth the right thing to do is anymore…
Right, this is partially inspired from the potential lock-out. The other part is that I just wanted to write something happy. (: Enjoy!